Post by jack hamilton on Jan 16, 2010 8:26:58 GMT -5
page two, my wreck... i knew i had been asleep, & was in bed, i felt no pain, but why could'nt i open my eyes! this time i pulled them open harder, my arms were still at my side, i used my eye mucles only, and pop, the right eye opened just a bit, just a crack, i looked around a strange room i had never seen before, and a strange bed, this was not my bed i thought, then i looked around the room, i never saw anything familar, it was dark and i strained to look, right, left, back & forth, it did not compute, did i go home with a strange chick!... no i love marci, there is noone i would want at the boxcar, there is just trailer trash. i wondered where i was, but nothing i saw prompted my memory. what did i do last night! where did i go!... no memory was there. it was a blank! it was a little scary, more than a little! i focused and looked real hard, and thought to myself, this is a hospital room! where is my motor! i was alone, in a strange room, a hospital room! my motor's gone, i can't open my eyes, it's very quiet, i thought to myself " i was in a bad motorcycle wreck last night!( but it wasn't last night... it was five weeks ago! old thunder has been gone over a month!) ... i am asleep again, i don't know how much time goes by. i feel my hair being rubbed, expertly, and quite sensually, it feels very good. there is love in the touch, someone is rubbing my hair, who, they stop, and i make fists in both hands, pull my eyes hard. i am going to see who! i force two fingers up like a peace sign, i was not thinking peace, but victory. it was all i could think of on short notice. i am alive, i got again the right eye opened, just a crack, i got the left hand around my right fingers to hold them in place, and to turn the right hand back and forth, i heard a swishing sound to the right and looked hard, pulled up my right hand, i saw a girl, short blond hair, and she was standing at the door looking at me! i opened my right eye as much as i could, i lifted my right hand with both arms, victory! i'm alive help! and turned my fingers right and left, so the victory sign could be seen, as a sign, and i opened my eye harder. see sees me! she is walking over to me! she is smiling and boom! i am out again.